noah’s blog

Hey, new here. noah is not my name. but it is a name i like.

little bit about myself at this time: just got out of school for the summer. alot of things happened this year. i had some really great teachers. uhh my health took a turn for the worst though. and the same with my general mood unfortunately. ahhh but sleep, one of my favorite things, can now reenter my life. i guess there should always be something to look forward to in the day.uh. what else...

im a cynicist. im veryy very emotional. as mercurial as my moods may get, they hardly ever stray from these: gutwrentching anxiety, frustrating emptiness, that feeling you get when you cry real hard, that feeling you get when you laugh real hard, bothered contentness, love (or at least what i think is love), jealous rage. ahhhh jealousy.

you know what they say about jealousy, that if you are jealous, you are insecure.

theres something else i need, constant reassurance.. of anything really: looks, skills, social appeal ahhh

im quite young and sure. i know ive a load to learn, of course. but i cant help but think any of it will really change the way i feel.

though i condemn my existence, i find there are knee-buckling beauties in life. tear jerking really...if anything is worth living for, its aesthetic. but thats just me, sentiment and symbolism.

here are some things that bring me the most joy: beauty, music, writing, inspiring people, love

admirable qualities in humans: work ethic, consideration, passion, wit, and talent

here are some of the best feelings of the world (these may get a bit wordy). the feeling you get when you: first inhale the morning air, lying in the sun, smoking a cigarette in the sun, smoking with friends, that warm whiff of coffee in the shop, happy anticipation, kissing my love, doing well on a test, everytime i make eyecontact with my little baby cousin, unstoppable laughter, long hugs, satisfying scratch, satisfying cough, being drunk, singing and sounding good, playing piano, making music with others, cuddling, drinking water, eating great food, oh wow, this could go on for a bit more...

well heres for tonight. im falling asleep.i hope to see you soon. whoever you are at this point: WELCOME

Hey, new here. noah is not my name. but it is a name i like.

little bit about myself at this time: just got out of school for the summer. alot of things happened this year. i had some really great teachers. uhh my health took a turn for the worst though. and the same with my general mood unfortunately. ahhh but sleep, one of my favorite things, can now reenter my life. i guess there should always be something to look forward to in the day.uh. what else...

im a cynicist. im veryy very emotional. as mercurial as my moods may get, they hardly ever stray from these: gutwrentching anxiety, frustrating emptiness, that feeling you get when you cry real hard, that feeling you get when you laugh real hard, bothered contentness, love (or at least what i think is love), jealous rage. ahhhh jealousy.

you know what they say about jealousy, that if you are jealous, you are insecure.

theres something else i need, constant reassurance.. of anything really: looks, skills, social appeal ahhh

im quite young and sure. i know ive a load to learn, of course. but i cant help but doubt that any of it will really change the way i feel.

though i condemn my existence, i find there are knee-buckling beauties in life. tear jerking really...if anything is worth living for, its aesthetic. but thats just me, sentiment and symbolism.

here are some things that bring me the most joy: beauty, music, writing, inspiring people, love

admirable qualities in humans: work ethic, consideration, passion, wit, and talent

here are some of the best feelings of the world (these may get a bit wordy). the feeling you get when you: first inhale the morning air, lying in the sun, smoking a cigarette in the sun, smoking with friends, that warm whiff of coffee in the shop, happy anticipation, kissing my love, doing well on a test, everytime i make eyecontact with my little baby cousin, unstoppable laughter, long hugs, satisfying scratch, satisfying cough, being drunk, singing and sounding good, playing piano, making music with others, cuddling, drinking water, eating great food, oh wow, this could go on for a bit more...

well heres for tonight. im falling asleep.i hope to see you soon. whoever you are at this point: WELCOME

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